Sunday, April 4, 2010

Easter Sunday

I haven't slept yet since the Easter Egg hunt so this is for Saturday.
I woke up after about 7 hours of 'physical time' sleeping (aka 6AM to 1PM ish) and practical time was closer to 3 or 4. Riddled with terrible dreams and pain. Biceps, lower left and right back, left shoulder, neck are still painful and tender. Walking was better today, eyes more light sensitive, new kind of pressure on forehead, like wearing a hat too tight in the front. Headache all day, tired all day, extremely grouchy all day with rage bubbling just beneath the surface with no cause other than pain and being sick of being broke and being tired. Dreams could provide that kind of rage too. Speech was OK, concentration and focus sucked. Still having issues with lost time (for example, lost 2 hours of time tonight, between 2AM and 4AM.)

Weakness in arms is ok, hands more so. Typing on my computer or BB was hard today.

Tired of playing nice with people. Doctors, bill collectors, etc. The truth hurts and I felt like I've been stepped on by God, the Medical community and the civilized society we live in. I am less depressed, getting into that angry stage. Have enough reasons.
-Drew-

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